sun set at 1:44 PM

Ending of another month...

Hee, yesterday qing was saying abt updating blog, so here i am^o^
Hmm..since my last blog, nothing much has been going on...hmm..wat to update leh??
Oh, my bro is doing mlm. My dad was very unsupportive n keeps discouraging him. Well as for my mum n me, we feel tat he will not learn his lesson if its us who tells him off. He will juz find tat we r not supportive of him n his "career". He spend a few thousand to buy d products himself (which i find quite stupid) n he actually say those who those buy for their parents are not being filial! i'm super pissed off by this remark. What has buying this gotta do wif it? Wat have those mlm people teach him! Wah, sometimes the way he tok really make my parents n me quite disappointed:( Luckily, an aunt of mine who used to be in this line b4, was sharing her views wif him. Then, its when my dear bro finally see the lights. Finally he decide not to be so involve in this sales stuff. *phew*
This is d commotion going on in my family haha. Now my bro after sorting out his thoughts, everything is slowly going back to normal.
Hmm..haven hear from d poly grp for sometimes, gals how have u all been? Really miss our outings. When free for another one?
These days are quite boring. Now i'm back to playing sims2 uni n ps2 games. Hee, the sims2 nightlife expansion seems quite fun...tempting to buy haha :p
Have been reflecting on my life...seems like i have no target in life! *sigh* Although i'm working now, but i'm not sure if this is the work i'm looking for... (at work now:p) I dun wanna be so aimless ;( *sob sob*

sun set at 9:44 PM

October already...

Hmm....time flies. Ever since working, time seems to slip pass so fast. Looking back, i have been working for half a year liao. This company made me feel quite at ease at work, colleagues are very nice and helpful.
Begining of the month, have an outing with the colleagues, dinner n ktv haha. At 1st its juz a plain dinner date for the 4 pple in my section, but then...news spread n pple knew...so its very paiseh nv invite...so asked those tat we r more closed to( even my sup wor:p but she din go eventually) So a total of 12(8 gals, 4 guys) turn up for dinner at Siam Kitchen located in bugis junction. Wah, the food quite spicy and have so many dishes as we going for the buffet. Hee, have problem trying to finish up so :p pass to the guys lor. Have a gd chat with some of the colleagues which seldom tok and get to know some insights ^o^After dinner, some of us decide to go ktv at Hougang, the rest went home. Wor...its a monday n next day have to work leh, ktving till 12 + then went home...Quite enjoyable, but cant do it often:p
Last week:
Wed finally cannot take it and went see Doc. As usual flu n bronchi cough, doc gave me 2 days MC cause he advise me not to blow aircon due to bronchi, but cant lah, cause i sitting rite below it at work mah*sob* so he say this 2day mc i have to keep out of aircon lor. Really have a good rest at home, sleep thru these 2 days. Every since Synergy ended, the 2 days were the most well rested days without worries....hmmm...cant say without lah, coz heard from colleague, Sup is on leave on d 2nd day, i worry they cant cope, but well, my sweet colleagues urge me to stay home n rest as they often see my pitiful state of coldness n cough cum losing voice in the office:p
On fri returning to work, so touched by my colleagues warm greeting and concern of my health. Everyone asking how i am, getting better etc. Even the admin side and pantry auntie asked haha^.^
Now another week passed. No ups n downs so far, everyday dealing with phone calls, and programming request. As sup now is not attending to most of the programming...i'm taking over her part...so stressful as i'm still a green horn and all of the problem i have try and clear. By seeing how long the request list is and how many i have to complete, made me feel so restless . But, hee i'll pester sup to ask her this n tat:p
Gonna plan another dinner date, hopefully is only juz 4 pple in my section, but well, as some colleagues missed out the previous date, so we extend invitation to them too:p This time we decide to go seoul garden, more fun ba. Hee, din leave any other choice of where to go for dinner, if not ah...the place to eat will be very headache to decide as have to think of halal food.
Sometimes juz wonder, is this the job i want? Sometimes feeling too at ease in working will not have the hmm..how to say a feeling to pursue for higher heights. I still wanna comtinue my studies but then...too many other constraints...well then, juz have to plan my way thru i guess. I'm still the indecisive me:p