sun set at 4:33 AM

Movies ^o^

Writing this after a midnite movie out wif the gals except for Huah who not able to make it. We watch Sex and the City^.^ Quite a nice one to humor my day. Maybe i can start to watch the series as i only on/off watched the series previously :) What i like about the movie, is the friendship they have. We have a short chat and drink near my place @ a prata shop b4 going home.
Also have watch The Chronicles Of Narnia-Prince Caspian earlier this week. There is 1 song (The Call) in the movie which i like and have put up on my "OnSong" column.
Another movie song which i have already put up is "Sunny Day" from the movie: Accuracy of Death aka Sweet Rain~ 死神の精度. This movie is interesting. A pharse that the shinigami ask: "How do you think of Death? ~Death is nothing special. But how to live your life is important"
Really sets me thinking.....Mayb i shall get the novel to read:)
These 2 songs are soothing and quite meaningful, brings me memories and thoughts.
Was reading my previous blogs, seems like life really past real fast. From 2005 entries till now... My early entries were still of more joy, nowadays ones are so much more emotional. A fren was saying her fren read my blog and asked me to cheer up and dun feel so emo haha. Thx Ya, I'll try hard^.^
Wat is going on in my life? Everyone is moving on and i seems to be still in my own world and well...can feel that I'm in a fix. I dunno what i can do*sob+ARGH!!!!* Coz I'm confused myself. Just wanna let out a loud scream and cry. Am i getting more and more self-centered that its only abt myself? When reading the early entries...have a lot like meeting huah, sok, qing etc so much more often...Now it seems is going a distance...not to say qing as she is away from s'pore.
Is it due to work or myself? I know on my part i also din do enough. But i dunno where to start....*sob*;( It really pains me and i do feel hurt at times. Am i geting sensitive?
I might be avoiding as I'm afraid to face it. I'm frail....... *sigh...sob*